1.I have not any goal,not hoping
修改：(1)I don't have any goal,nor any hope.
(2)I have no goals,and no hope.
2.I know that I had lose myself.
修改:I know that I had lost myself.
3.So many difficult in my eyes
修改:So many difficulties...
4.but nobody can be answering my question.
修改:but nobody answered my question.
5.Making a big decision yesterday
修改:Have made an important decision...
6.I give myself a big pressure
修改:I have given myself heavy pressure
7.you must be pay for something first.
修改:不要"pay"
8.One year,not so long,not so short.But for a girl means a lot.
前半句缺少be动词,后半句注意：and,but,or这类连词不能自成一句话,他们前面应用逗号.But for a girl means a lot,你是想表达“but for a girl means a long time”.
9.but I will try to do my best
修改：but I will try my best.
我的修改不见得完整,希望能对你有所帮助.